"Have you ever looked at somebody and realized that they are everything you have ever wanted. That’s how I feel about you. You and you only, Ella. Being away from you was torture for the both us, wasn’t it… I mean it almost killed you.” I paused to shake my head, that wasn’t something I wanted to remember. “That… That’s not supposed to happen when you’re just friends. I’ve never felt the need to take care of another person like I do for you. I can’t even tolerate the thought of you being upset or hurt. I never want anything like that to happen again, seriously, you almost had me in a crazy house myself. I’ll make you so happy, I swear! I know it’s not gonna be easy, but we can do it… Together the way we should of been in the first place. A challenge everyday isn’t something I’m gonna back away from because in the end it’s gonna be me and you. Okay? Me and you always, El. I don’t care if you don’t think you’re pretty enough, or smart enough… Because I do. I’ve realized that I need you more than anything. I will take care of you and you’ll take care of me, just like we always have back home. You can rely on me, darling. I promise. Did you hear me? It’s all for you, my love is for you. If anything goes wrong we can start again, and again, and again. I don’t care how many times it takes I will do it until the day I die. Just believe me when I say I promise you know matter what, I love you and that is never gonna change…”this is the opening paragraph of 'the confidence project', i still don't have a title lol, but i really wanted you guys to read it. credit for the song.